I don't care now...

I called you
asked for help
you listened
while i talked

In the end
your last words
made me feel so lost
I figured you don't understand

Yeah, I will take my life
I will die tonight
You'll see it when i don't answer calls
I'm not dramatic
Just hurting
can't you see that?!

I need a soul mate
a kindred spirit
someone who's always there
But there never was one
And now decisions made
Now I don't even care

sorry, this poem is cruddy, but I just needed to get feelings out tonight, so I'm going crazy writing poems....