Damn the power my mind has
Over my heart yet at times it seems as if the roles are reversed
Never knowing when they will pull
Their switch I cant believe my luck at the
Kindness you have shown me
Not realizing what I had you were the first that gave yourself to me
Openly expressing your love but
Waiting patiently for feelings returned I always wondered
What you ever saw in me
How could you have loved such a creature
As I was always toying with you never
Telling you the truth of how I felt now that you've gone I am paying the
Ultimate price of regret I will
Go on through life wondering what could have been the
One true love of mine but hopefully
There will be more chances obtained
To have the opportunity to give my heart as you did yours
I whole heartedly apologize for what I put you through the
Love you gave was not desereved and
Ironically it is gone when I need it most
The feeling of knowing that I was the one who pushed you away so I
Sit here in my pool of misery
Grimacing at the thought
Of someone else in your arms but
No more I leave you now and hope for your happiness but this regret is
Everlasting
