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by Marta May 8, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I hope you're happy, Because you got what you wanted, Now I'll sit here, Being cursed and taunted. I bet when you're with her, I'm simply out of your head Even when your in her room Or going to bed. You're so lucky, To get what you want, I'm still wishing for, The things I want. I wonder if you still, Think about me at times, Knowing that once, You were mine. But times have changed, They change more and more each day, With every word you speak, Now I have nothing to say. When you need me, I'm always there, When I need you, You never really care. But when she comes around, To break your little heart, Remember that I will be here, I WAS from the start. But sometimes I wonder, If you every think of me, I'll still ponder, The thought of you and me. I know you cringe at the sight of my face, But I'm not sure what I should do, I'm just so out of place, Can you feel it too? The words I speak, Probably mean not a thing to you, You and I both know, It's so very true. So I'll sit here, Just loosing my mind, Knowing that once, You were mine. This is not the end, It won't be for awhile, It will just take time, For me to ever smile. I've been scarred and bruised, Tortured by you, You blame it on me, That it was all my fault too. So I hope your happy, For what you've done to me, I'm so scared of life Cause you just wouldn't let me be. I hope you're happy because I won't be here tomorrow, This time it's my turn, To erase all my sorrow. You don't need me, You never did, so just cry. Because I was killed From suicide.