NOt Me

Well this isn't one of my best, i think its actually pretty bad but leave me a comment i would appreciate the feedback

I haven't heard from you in months
Not one word at all
Then all at once you called me
And my guard began to fall

I tried to get over
All the pain you've caused me
But it's not that easy
I want things that cannot be

You say that you are different
Since the last time that we spoke
I want to believe you
But I bet it's all a joke.

That girl you're with has changed you
Has she took my place?
What about our engagement
I ask, "Was it a waste"

Sometimes I think I want you back
I just don't understand
Why do I feel the way I do
An explanation I demand.

Explanation there is not one
But the fact that we cant be
Distance is a factor
And you love her not me.