Recovery

Waiting on the borderline
Of my deepest depression,
Is there still hope
To be had?

With every passing day,
I wonder if i should
Just stay in bed or
End up dead...

Would anyone save me?
Or would they watch
Me take my very
Last breath?

Such a world to
Live in,
With friends around
To love and support me...

Emails, hugs, calls and
Kisses make me smile,
Without those...
Life would be slow...

I try to smile
Everday now,
But sometimes
I just can't...

Waiting for just
One chance to
Prove to myself that
Happiness exists...

One day will
Find me dead
On the floor,
Cold and alone...

But until that
Day dawns,
I'll stay with those
That care for me...

I stay for you,
Those that care,
You make my life
Worth living...