Wonder

Sometimes I wonder do you understand my pain and if you do are you able to take them away are you able to whip my tears and say the right words to say sometimes I jus want to go into my own little world all things I try to do are always taken away sometimes I have a lot on my mind so I jus go to sleep and dream
dream of things I would like to do and say and if that doesn't help I try to dream my problems away I wonder about my future and what it would be like I can never tell because of the lies and the pain that's inside me that I wish I can let go no matter what I do it always finds away I wonder if I find the right person will they be my hero and save me from the pain I can cry but still feel the same I wonder will I be able to smile again and be myself like it was yesterday it's like my spirit jump out and ran away I wonder will I ever be the same