Perfect In My Eyes -

I have to not think of you
And all the sweet things you used to do ~

How you walked me home every day
And how we sat on the oval with endless things to say

Everything in common, but completely different views
I never thought that I could grow apart from you ~

I remember how you held my hand
Back then you were the only person who could understand

You took time and listened to everything I had to say
I sometimes forget how much I missed those days ~

Everything seemed perfect with you by my side,
And whenever you talked to me everything felt so right,

You didn't even have to touch me to make you feel near
We knew each other for only weeks, but it felt like years

I hate how the time together went by so fast
And how I'd give up everything to make bring back the past

I wish you knew how much you meant to me and still do,
I wish I had the courage to tell you then that I loved you

But I didn't, So I have to forget everything we had
It doesn't matter how it started, Just gotta remember it ended bad

I need to find a reason to hate you
But I'm finding that hard to do

Because you were perfect in my eyes,
But only because I was blind to your lies.

I wish I would grow up, & realize you're just a fairytale,
I need a reality check, to tell me you're just any male

You're nothing special to anyone else
So why are you so damn important to myself!?