I tilt the bottle back
As it touches my lips
As the memories come flooding back
With your hands on my hips
My eyes fill with tears
As I feel you slip away
I feel like I'm forgetting you
More and more each day
My mind fills with hurt
When i think about us
Are you ever coming back
Or was it only lust
The memories are fading
like the first time you disappeared
I was ten years old
And my fragile heart was seared
You were my best friend
You'd never be truly gone
But after each passing day
I still wait for you till dawn
Then just as I started to forget
Just as I started to heal
you walked back into my life
and re-took my heart
like it was yours to steal
I really should hate you after what you did
Ignore me for 7 years
then just come right back and
expect me to be all yours
and break down in tears
well i guess your heart
never forgets its first love
your there for eternity
to calm me down with peace and serenity
After all we've been through
I guess i saw this coming
from the moment you came back
I already saw you running
Now your gone again
and my heart is re-broken
Now my love for you
Is again going to be unspoken
The only way I see you now
Is if i tilt that vile
pour the contents down my throat
Ill see you for a while.
