I Need Help

I need you to know
I'm up through the night
I fight through the darkness
Just to get to the light

I'm trying so hard
But I can't find my way
It takes all I've got
Just to get through the day

I want to move on
But I feel like I'm stuck
I cannot get out
I'm just shit-outta-luck

I've tried to be "normal"
I've tried to be "sane"
But what does that mean?
What must I attain?

I need you to help me
I need you to look
At all of the pages
That make up my book

Then I need you to try
Try and help me to see
How to end this problem
Where to find the key

There's got to be a way
For me to get out
To free myself from this prison
And rid myself of this doubt