Anger & Stress

I always act as if nothings wrong.
i have all this anger inside of me.
just wanting to burst out in flames.
maybe even kill someone.
not knowing what i might do next.
I'm scared of my own strength,and anger.
everyones is pissing me off.
and i don't know how to get it off my chest or out of my mind.
I need help.
i don't know who or what causes this all anger and stress.
Lately every were i go, people are fighting and yelling.
i cant handle it at all anymore.
i get enough of that when i go home at night.
me and my parents fight so god damn much.
u would think i would have committed suicide already.
But something is keeping me here.
but what might that be?/
i don't know, i wonder if anyone else knows.
i can and wont put up with this life of mine any longer.
Each day i have to deal with this shit, it makes me want to shoot myself in the head.
and that way no one with every have to deal with me again.
and they wont have to see me ever again.
i will tell people not to talk to me anymore, and they can all go to hell.......

~~13:17 4/20/05~~