No one understands whats inside my head,
no one understands how much i want to be dead,
if u only knew what little is left of me i cannot see the forest or the trees and i don't no whats out or up, and I'm just about to give it all up.
I'm so far and so lost,
nothing is worth this pain, nothing is worth this cost.
why am i still here,
nothing is left to what i fear.
I'm sorry i cant be perfect, u don't see the way my family looks at me, they know whats part of me, i didn't ask him 2 be my father, i didn't ask 2 be here, i don't want to cry, all i want is to die, it just hurts, my heart still tears, but no one cares, i hide the pain behind the smile, till there are no more tears,
when i look at u, i don't know who i see, is it someone new or just a memory, i miss u soo much, days drift by, i always cry, i never really understood, i always thought u would be there, sometimes its so unfair.
