Sometimes I wonder

Why is it that when I tel myself that everything will be alright,
Something goes wrong the very next night.

I hate living life always being sad.
I have done something really terrible to make karma get me back so bad.

Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong.
When everything in my life works out so wrong.

I cry myself to sleep some nights.
Because the pain I'm in , it hurts alright.

I'm so over hiding,
The tears that I cry.
The smile on my face,
Its really just a lie!

No one sees it,
So what do I do?
If they don't see the hurt
That I'm going through.

Even though they do,
I feel like no on cares.
It's like I'm all alone,
Even though my friends are always there.

But I guess it's just a phase,
And I'll get over all of this.
I just need some time,
To clear all of the bad things in my life off my list!