Im Sorry I Pushed You Away -

I'm sorry I pushed you away,
I know you never implicated me pain;
And I know because all the things I said
We'll never be friends again;

I miss the way we talked,
And the way you made me smile,
Counting the days since you've been gone,
I can't stand it, It's been a while;

I wish I could apologize,
And maybe you could forgive?
I suppose you were fed up with
Me receiving more than I would give;

But I didn't know how to show
That I really cared about you;
And it felt as though I was scared,
I just didn't know what I could do.

So I ran far away,
Hoping that you would find me;
But you never came looking;
So now I'm left alone, Helplessly.