FINAL GOODBYE 2

A sequel to the first one from so long ago
Never thought I'd be writing this to you
03' was FINAL GOODBYE 07' is FINAL GOODBYE II
I had mentioned before that heaven must have hooked us up
But now after what happened I'm feeling if heaven did then heavens f@!ked up
CUZ I'M HURTIN'
I know i might of said some hurtful things
But i apologized and explained it was the drinks
All i wanted to do was make up
But we cant make up since I f*%ked up
But hey I'm only human and what can i say
Everyone is entitled to a few mistakes
Tried to explain the reasons I would lose my cool
Things didn't add up and i felt i was playing the fool
Do you blame me for taking the actions I took
If you do then thats you
I ain't ever tried to change you into nothing you ain't wanna be
I ain't ever judge you
Tried to make you a better person
But i guess the thanks i get is me hurtin'
Your carrying my child
My unborn child
I mean i loved you soooooooo much we tried to have a kid f@$king like it was going out of style
I thought you were all I need
But i dint think so no more
Cuz you got me on my knees
I feel like I've been sent to the gallows
Me and my amigos seeing nothin but blue shadows
Your gone so far away from me
Like the Isley Brothers I'm stuck drifting on a memory
Your attitude seems so cold now
Wit who am i gonna grow old now
SOME SUPER HERO I WAS HUH?
I guess i let you down
Didn't end up being what you thought I'd be.......i guess
All i know is i did my best
Whether or not you did i guess only you know
Just know you set my soul at ease
Into my life you brought peace
Then you leave
Like Sade said "I miss you like the desert miss the rain"
But i also hate you for causing me pain
I just wanted you to lay your head on my pillow similar to Tony Toni Tone
Ain't ever wanted you to leave thats why i made my mama house your home
Introduced you to the whole fam
DAM!
Why i did that i cant say
Ain't ever did it befo
I mean i cant say the reason cuz you should know
Cared for you when you were sick which was all the time
I didn't complain i didn't whine
I was the only one who came to visit
When you were admitted
Well at least the only one to came everyday
Couldn't stay all day cuz they ain't let me stay after 8
Like Xscape
I wanna run to the arms of the one who loves me
But i got no where to run
No one to love me
Well i guess i should wrap it up now
Time to bring it to a close
You broke my heart in so many places it ain't ever gonna be whole
Like i said i loved you more than you'll ever know
Ain't ever cheated ain't ever did you wrong
This was my FINAL GOODBYE
I'm gone.