No one Will Never Know

by HTOWNDIAMOND16   Nov 3, 2007


People say i'm dumb
For doing drugs
But if they only knew
The things i've been through
They wouldn't think so
Everyone always say just say no
Easier said than done
It's been a rough road for me
Trying to please
And do everything
To make everyone happy
I don't want to feel sorry for myself
And theres no excuse for what i've done
But it's hard so when I'm feeling down i cut myself
To stop the inside pain
It seems that it's the only way
To get out of everything just to escape
But i don't dare to tell anyone
They would probably thing that I'm just stupid or crazy
I keep it to myself
Along with all my feelings
I keep everything bottled up inside me
And i hope that one day i will find someone to set me free
I ask myself every day of my life why
Maybe i was dumb
So what
I needed to forget my life
But instead of a drug or a knife
I finally found a way
To show how I'm feeling
And to escape my pain
And that's to let my true feelings come out on paper
This is who i am loving caring and sensitive
But i can't show that side of me to anyone cause that's weakness
No one will ever know

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  • 17 years ago

    by mel martin

    All my poems r from the heart really n wats happened to me,iv being at the very lowest in my life so writnig poems is my asset