She reflects on memories gone by
Incidents too horrible to describe
They all seem to be covered up by lies
That’s why tonight shes alone and cries
Just when everything seems to go right
She is reminded of her uncontrolled life
She thought she had put her nightmares behind
Yet the terror had re-entered her suppressed mind
She grabbed the knife and cut herself
Entering herself into the depths of misery
she cant break the habit although she tries
so she cuts while the guilt makes her cry