I love how-- when you try to be nice and help people -- but in return all you receive is hatred. But you know what, I honestly do not care. Think whatever you want baout me. Hate me. Love me. Say I'm a bad influence. Because it does not bother me anymore. I am tired of living my life to please people that in reality do NOT matter!!
Why do I care? Why do I try to be nice? Why have I put up with all the crap this year? Why do I even try to help? I have done all that I can do, but it never seemed to help. No one cared, all they saw was how horrible of a person I am, when I am only trying to help.
I have always been told "Everything happens for a reason." But I am not sure wy God has let all of this happen. To show me I can be the bridge that gets walked on and taken advantage of? To show me what I can withstand? To make me a stronger person?
I did what I know was right. I did not give up when I was pushed to the edge. I have shown that I cared. I have tried my hardest. But come graduation, it is officially NOT my problem anymore. There is nothing more I can do, but none of it has done good before. I feel like I have accomplished NOTHING this year...
