How I feel right now

I don't know how I feel right now
I don't know how I will
I don't know how I loved you
I don't know how to feel
the emptiness inside of me
that pours with dreadful pain
this emptiness that no one can see
that leaves me to dwell in vain
I don't know how we parted that day
I don't know what we said
I don't know what went wrong
I don't know how to shed
these feelings that have to go
that sweep away my might
I don't know how to tell you
I don't know how to begin to show
but I know now that I love you