I am so overweight
but people keep telling me i look great
i guess they are just being nice and they want to see me smile
but all i want to do is run a mile
i wanna loose at least 60 pounds
from my arms, my legs, my stomach, my waist
i cant even look myself in the mirror am such a disgrace
i eat so much it makes me sick
i try to force my self to eat just a little bit
to the point i find myself on the bathroom floor
mothers beg me to eat more and more
i try to convince her that i am full
she's just says I'm being a fool
look at you. you are a perfect size
i cant stand to see the pain in your eyes
who cares about the media or what you see on tv
i just trying to help you have to believe me
you are my only daughter
who i don't want to see surfer
just please try to change, hang on you got to be tougher
she dose;nt understand me nobody dose
why do i feel this way it's like i am addicted to drugs
nurse coming by putting iv in my blood
trying to get me back to the size i was
i cry and cry to the point i just wanna die
so here i lie in the hospital bed at exactly 1:02 the doctor pronounced me dead, at 12:58 as my mother is by my side, i reach down and handed her a note that read
i used to weight 130 but now i weight 70 but can somebody please tell me as to why i still
feel so HEAVY?
