I don't know if its my heart of the cigarettes
It burns deep inside
Something I can't really hide
It tears, is ripping me apart
A feeling that makes me want to hurt in the worst way
A pain no one can ever describe the feel
It aches
I ache
All because of a person
That I was once in love with
Still am
But can't
Love the one who has given me this pain
I want to rip my heart out
And give it to him
Because I cannot live with it
So might as well
Or else I'll just throw it against the wall
Just like I am leaned up and posted
Until I have a reason to move
I shall stay in this state
