THIS IS TO THE PERSON I HATE... BUT LOVE SO DEARLY
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To My Enemy.
To him I will be nothing
but a memory filled with dread
sorrow and sympathy
I am nothing but a blood-thirsty lie
Because of him he is the reason I cry
I can no longer feel the blood pulse Beneath my skin the pain he left
Will never go as thin
He kept a place of what is
Left of my broken heart
Thanks to him the rest has torn apart
I want the very memory of him to fly
I know deep inside he wants me to die
That voice those eyes
When I look at him
it just makes me cry
O to him the pain and the shame
Something I will never win
Something I will never gain
My soul has started to rot
You claim a battle that has
Never been fought
No matter how many times
I eat the fruit of revenge
My love for you will never avenge
I gave to you a bottle of my tears
But he just stabs me with 1000 spears
I have tried to forgive you
As you have tried to forgive me
But hopefully this problem
Will set us free
You always think you are the bad guy
If you are the bad guy then what am I?
I am not a hero or a villain
Just a merciless victim
But soon, soon there will be a day
Where you and your bitter
Jealousy will pay
This here is an eternal goodbye
I pray for the day you will slowly die.
Forgiveness.
Forgive me
For all the pain an sorrow
For all the internal torment
I caused you.
I did not mean for you to cry
I did not mean it when I
Wished for you to die
Well Not anymore
At the time I cursed and prayed
When our fabric of friendship
Was all torn and frayed.
I still cant believe
The things you would think
And the things that you said
I felt betrayed and back-stabbed.
I want you to know we love you
Me and the one inside
The one that takes over
When I want to hide
I am Sorry for the lies and tears
Sorry for the beginning of a shitty year
I have never forgiven someone
Who would do things like this.
I usually try vanquish or
Banish them to the fiery abyss
But for you there is an exception.
Hopefully for us it does not end up
Going through more
pain and deception.
In the poem To My Enemy
I expressed all of my fury
I guess All I am trying to say to you
Is, I'm sorry
