But still...

You live in a different town,
even in a different country
and I'm with him now
but still... I still feel...

I haven't seen you in months
so I've had the time to chill.
I even thought I had moved on
but still... I still feel...

And he is so wonderful
and he's been always here
and I don't want to hurt him
but still... I still feel...

I still feel something weird
and think we were meant to be.
I know that's impossible now
but for me, it may be somehow.

And I don't even know how you feel
for you never told me the truth
you just left without me
you just left me abandoned.

And I'm here now
as I've always been:
begging for your love,
craving for your kiss.

And I know this is wrong
'cause he will be so angry
and you will just say "no"
and leave me alone.

But I just wanted you to know
that I still feel the same
and ask you if somehow
will you love me back now?