Sometimes I think I don't deserve the best
& I cant help but cry myself to sleep.
Praying that god will put those thoughts to rest
Wonder and hope is all I keep.
I thought I was leaving behind a world of torture and pain
backstabbing, fighting, fiends and users
& Hoped there was more in life to gain
But I've come to learn that everyone are losers
I let everyone walk all over me
treat me like a doormat and a TOOL
I've lost the respect that no one else can see
I swim through my own tears in this dark and gloomy pool.
But when I try to stick up for my own good
They call me a b*i*tch and a rat
I try to look the other way; I would smile if I could
But those people get the worst of me; A never changing fact.
They ask me whats my problem; why I'm being such a b*i*tch
why I'm saying all this negative shit
I want to scream my reasons; but those thoughts I try to ditch.
You stripped me of my dignity, right down to the very pit.
