How can one still have so much love for someone who has hurt them?
After everything hes done to me, the lies, deceit, betrayal.
I want to hate him, i really do..but i can't.
No matter what he does to hurt me i still love him..how does that work?
Words once spoken, promises once made, laughs once shared..
The words that were once spoken, are now silent. The promises that were once made, are now broken. The laughs that were once shared, are now cries.
But why dwell in the past? what good will it do? these are the questions i ask myself every time i think of HiiM*..
This is called being iiN* love for the FiiRST* time.
What hurts even more that BEiiNG* in love for the first time, is LOSiiNG* your first love.
You try to move on, try to find something to take your mind off of the hurt..but in the end, all you are left with is PAiiN*
At the moment, and for a while all you will have is memories, tears, and pain..but life goes on...think about it..
If you couldn't live without your first love..then how are you still BREATHiiNG*??
