Your loyal sidekick

As the tears fall from my face
i realize who Ive been and how much better than me you are
how much Ive tried to look and be like you
how your personality can brighten the darkest of creatures
were as to mine just darkens them even more
how hard i try to not think of how you over scale me in every way from your laughter to your grace
i am nothing more but a sidekick
the helper when needed
if ever needed
but by tomorrow my tears will dry and i will be all right again
to suffer and watch how perfection was made
because no matter how miserable i feel
or how many black tears i cry
it will never change
that you are an angel and i am but the best friend