You Will Never Long For Me

Can you remember the words you spoke to me that day?

"Anyone that doesn't have any regrets must be the most selfish fool in the three worlds."

I felt relieved by those words.
They allowed me to breathe like any other person.

You have always punished me for doing anything that puts my life at risk.

Never do I hardly recall hearing a compliment from your precious voice box.

We are left in darkness while they walk in light.

We have lived painful long lives that no one else has.

Only with you do I feel at peace when there is bloodshed.

Though you may never admit it,
I can sense you feel safe in my arms,
and my embrace will hold you for as long as eternity.

Though I may be wise,
even I can never dare to tell you all this.

And so whenever you are hurting,
I always offer first to be the one to heal you.

If you ever need to be assured,
I am always here to assure you and believe in you.

When tears will not create a river down your cheeks,
I will make them for you.

If by any chance you feel fear overcoming you.
know that you have a powerful guardian in me.

Just, please,
don't go away.

Don't leave me in the cold of Hell;
stay by my side.

I know you will never say this back to me,
but I need to let it out within myself.

"I will forever love you."

Yet I can only wish for it to be true from you...