I'm sorry,
For what I can't describe,
All those nights you sat,
Cradled me in your arms,
Sickness brought,
Yet drove us apart,
And now I'm left with nothing,
No, this poison curdles my heart,
We, weren't meant to say goodbye,
I'm sorry,
For words I can't describe,
When all I wanted was reflection,
All I got was sickly deception,
You stayed, beside me every night,
My illness makes you weaker,
And yes, it's drives me deeper,
We, weren't meant to say goodbye,
I'm sorry,
For nights I can't describe,
Black shadows eating me alive,
A voice that cooed my name,
Eyes open, to you, my beautiful,
Wrapped in your warmth I awoke,
No more tears just your arms,
We, weren't meant to say goodbye,
But now my sorry's are nothing,
No, it's too late to apologize,
I had my chance to save myself,
I'm sorry,
For making my lovely cry,
Bring sickness to your eyes,
This poison seething through my veins,
Silently seeping into your skin,
A harsh fever of worry,
We, can't just say goodbye,
For all those times I needed you,
And all those nights I cried for you,
Don't you know I need you more,
Than you could ever need me,
So, I'm sorry,
For being the one to make you crack,
Hearing the anger pierce my heart,
And the shame sink my shoulders,
The guilt making my eyes dry up,
We, aren't meant to say goodbye,
Though all I do is make you ill,
And have no sense of getting well,
But to see my pretty cry so hard,
I can't take the strain inside,
I'm sorry, so sorry,
For causing you all this ache,
Not showing signs of hurt,
But in my mind I knew you tried,
To hide it, the stuff that makes you sigh,
Now I am all alone,
You left me with all my guilt,
No way to manage this than bleed out what I can't explain,
So selfish, all this time,
For making you wait up on me,
And make sure I could sleep that night,
For holding me when I would fall,
And nursing my wounds to scars,
I'm selfish, for being a parasite,
Leeching all the love from you,
And having none left to love yourself,
Watching me decline in health,
While patience leaves you still,
I'm sorry, so sorry,
I don't blame you for leaving me,
I needed this to make me see,
My words I never should of spoken,
And my heart I should never of opened,
I'm sorry for talking so out of term,
But now you don't have to worry much,
For I won't say a word,
Bring harmony, back, to the happy flat,
Maybe We, need, have to say goodbye,
I'm sorry, so sorry,
I don't expect your forgiveness.
