Dear My Only Friend

Dear Friend.

This Darkness i cannot take it.
It surrounds me all around.

My lags pined up against me.
My face feels like the ground.
My heart beats beneath me.
It kills me beat by beat.
The pounding and the thrusting.
It doesn't want to be no more.

My Arms are tried too.
They hurt so much with pain.
I can hardly breath no more.
The cuts the bruises and heartache.

The pain of one more day.
I cannot keep on going.
So maybe it is my time.
Maybe i should go.
I'm not wanted anymore.
Its so cold and wet.
I just don't want to live no more.

I hear the beats, the punching and the screams.
I cry my single last tear. and hear you scream out " No "
But then it is too late. I'm no longer a happy soul.

I hope to meet you again one day.
When my face and heart ain't so cold.

I'm sorry.

But For Now This Is Goodbye.