Cold and Alone

It's so cold tonight
chills creeping up my spine
so many emotions in the back of my mind

Laying on the floor
right next to my bedroom door
listening to a cd called Encore

I want to talk to you so bad
so I can cheer up and feel warm
But I'm in trouble again-damn they make me mad...or am I just sad

I feel so alone right now-no one to talk to
All they do is yell....I need someones help....that someone is you

I guess you could say I'm s problem child
But it's others that make my life wild.
Wild as in crazy and I hate it so much
I'm dying for someones warm special touch.
The touch I need to keep me going
to stop all my pain and hate from growing.

This poem is made as a start
for me to show you how I feel deep down in my heart
cause I have to explain to someone before I fall apart

I could never explain to just anyone
only someone as special as you

Hope you will be there for me like you said
cause dreams and hope is all i got
till I go crazy in my messed up head

*I'm laying cold and lonely on the floor...
my most uncomfortable bed*
it's where I sleep tonight
like every other night
and might
until I'm dead
....................
help me.