Doesnt love me

All I do is hope and pray
that some day she understands me
I don't even know why she treats me the way that she does
is it because she doesn't love me?
It hurts me so bad
deep down in side I'm crying
but not trying to show it out on the out side
I don't even thinks she knows what she is doing to me I'm running away and I don't even think she can see whats going on to our relationship
I'm sad it has to be like this
but I don't know because it treats me like is I was not one of hers
as if I was passing through the breeze
as if she Docent love me
and passing me on
as time goes by
and her saying goodbye for a life time