Why and im sorry

Why do you think im going to hurt my self?
Why do you think I would leave you alone?
Why do you think I would to that to you?
Ok I guess I hurt you so much
When I tried to leave this world once before
But im trying not to let it happen anymore
Believe me
Im in this world just because of you
I cant leave
Because me and you are two
And if I leave I know you will come too
Thats why I cant let that happen to you
I no if I go you will call me a hipocrett
And say you just think of yourself
Not of anyone else
But thats not true
Im thinking of my family and friends and lover and most of all you!
Im sorry if you feel that one day you are going to get a call to say I am dead
Im sorry to put those thoughts in your head
Im sorry im not a grate friend
Im sorry I wish I could have a mend
My life is so complicating and you know all about it
And you were always there
And I know for me you care
I care so much to
Huni the reason im still in this world is because of you
I been through so much
But you were there to help me out
Obviously youre my best mate with no doubt
I just want to apologise for what I put you through
And honestly I will try so hard just for you
Babes I love you!