I feel alone and frail
But I have no reasons
Disconnected and pale
While the whole time Ive been leaving this
I tried
But I couldnt keep the smile on
I cried
Cuz it looks like youve still won
First place
Before you came I was in transformation
I was who I didnt wanna be
Then you left a great impression
And you ruined me
But now all I am, and forever will be
Is a decrepit pile of who I cant be
I used to breathe so clearly
Now Im choking
Used to smile so dearly
Now Im waiting
Until my smile wakes
From its coffin of akward words unsaid
And deadly heartbreak
I really cant make it now
My mother is still crazy
My father still hates me
And no one loves me
You were the only one
But you only held me for pity
And then started to run
Will this ever end
