Now i say goodbye

I hear your name just once
And I start to cry.
There are too many memories
Including our goodbye.

It's so hard to think about
I felt like we were close.
But now that you're gone for good
I guess I'll have to cope.

I know goodbye's are not always forever
but it makes me think
"Will i see you again?"
"Ever?"

I wish I spent more time with you
I wish you could have stayed
But i didn't know that you would leave
Now i just feel so dazed.

I told you that I would miss you
And I didn't want you to go
But I know that you had to leave
And you had already once said no.

So for now I say goodbye
As tears roll down my cheeks.
Thinking, wondering
Is this the end of what i thought could forever be?