I need help
i never been so angry,
so unhappy,
in a very long time.
today more then once i was asked whats wrong
and i had no idea what to say
so all i said was nothing
i didn't want to get out of bed
i didn't want to go to church
i didn't want to talk to anyone
but i did
for a lil bit
i didn't want to go to my grandmothers
i just didn't want to do anything
but sit at home alone
not talking to anyone
but i couldn't
i just wanted to go to sleep and not get up
but i couldn't
i had to go to chruch
i had to do my chores
i had to clean my room
and do laundry
even though i really didn't want to
i did
