I feel like crying
but i don't wanna cry
i feel like im gonna break down
and explone into peices and
i want this feeling to go away
i hate feeling like this and i don't want to anymore
for i know why i do
but he wouldn't want me to
the only time i don't feel like total crap is when i am with really close friends or dalton
when im with them its like nothing bad ever happend
when alot did
i feel like im protected from all harm and nothing will happen
even though alot could
i want this all to pass and i don't want to feel like total crap anymore
i want it all to pass by
and never come back
but i know it will
and i know i will always remeber what happend to him
on that day
and i will always love him
forever and always
see you in heaven
when my time comes
we all miss you and love you
forever and always
