I don't want to think you meant to hurt me
or that you made me cry
I don't want to think you did it on purpose
but I know you really tried
I want to gain control again
and let go of your lies
forget the way you treated me
and bring back my family ties
You ruined me
and how I think
and how I live my life
because of you I cannot control
what should've always been mine
Tired of my shaking hands
and never sleeping at night
I'm tired of the pain you sent
and what I've got to fight
You think it's over
and that it's done
but just you wait and see
and realize you havn't won
