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by kristin Nov 5, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Theres no point anymore in this confusing teenage life... with ups and downs and turn arounds... whats the point of this never ending rollercoaster...? if no one ever listens how are they supposed to help..? what if no one understands you or the things your going through how you cant talk to anyone... like a ghost in a town.. where no one can see you.. i cry myself to sleep at night knowing no ones there.. whats the point of life? to live it to its fullest right? wrong. nothings ever full.. i miss my first love.. when he doenst miss me.. we had some laughs... and share of being happy.. my heart is aching.. from trying to hold on to a life that was once before.. now gone in the past... my sunny skys turn to gray as i walk the streets in the puring rain... my dreams try to tell me i need to go to fall asleep adn never wake up the world is done with me no use for this life.. i try to fight the pain hide the scars.. fake the smiles.. but i hold it all in.. never ever let it show.. like a red rose that turned to black my days that were happy all become memories of the past.. theres no point anymore. to this confusing teenage life.. im giving up all that once was... a heart ache nothin but a heartbreak since you dont love me then please pretend.. youll never know how much i missed you...
by Nikko McMorbid
Loved it. (-_-) huhuhu dam*