Behind a Smile

Behind a smile is a pain you'll never know.
Everyone thinks I'm fine, my true feelings, I'll never show.
Reaching for your hand, calling out your name,
To you life is nothing but one big game.

Why does no one like me? Am I not good enough for you?
I will be worthless no matter what I do.
You don't have to pretend, you don't have to try.
Does it give you pleasure to watch me cry?

Give me your hand, I'm screaming to be saved.
I'm just digging deeper into my own grave.
I'm fading and no one seems to care.
No one, barely, noticed that I'm even here.