Rusted Mirror

In this farewell, I draw regret
Hidden guised secrets no one knows
My infected tricks and lies are set
Suppressed by my succubus sorrows

My reddened eyes are willed shut
Inside I'm crippled and twisted
Lost in the abyss of a fresh serrated cut
My being is rusted and blistered

I'm standing alive, yet departed inside
Suffocating on deafening silent screams
Running trapped unable to hide
Sickened by the twilights of my dreams

Lurid obscurities dance across the floor
A mirror reflectioned of the past
Fragmented torture burning into my core
No one behind me, yet a shadow is cast

Erase myself from this hellish place
No right to feel as I do
But when u look into my degraded face
Fever-frenzied excruciation is true

So my sleeves are rolled to my wrist
Hiding the wretched rotted graze
Unexplained anger storming, I clench my fist
Forever I'll be in this unredeemed harmful maze