And if I could.
I guess I'd die just to have you love me.
Just to know for a moment, you missed me.
But I can't die, now can I?
Because I made a promise to the other people in my life.
To stay alive.
But sometimes, it's just too hard to keep promises.
When everything feels wrong.
When your heart is heavier then led.
You break down every morning.
Crying into your pillow.
Collapsing to your knees on the bathroom floor.
Everything feels like a nightmare.
One you just know you're not waking up from.
You slam your fists against the wall until they bleed.
Until you feel pain other then the hole in your heart.
And if I could.
I'd die just to know you care.
I'd bury myself alive in your lies.
Just to feel you near.
Just to feel you near...
If I could.
