I sit and cry...

Its over and i don't even know why
when i read "we're done"
i fell back and started to cry

my heart broke
he never will now how much it really hurt
i feel like someone just came and slit my throat

i cant do anything right
I'm mad and sad and stupid
and i cant even bare to live on for another night

i feel like my heart has died away
there is no more purpose
if i was to go or if i was to stay

you fussed and said "girls are just extra emotional and exaggerate heartache"
well news flash
it was my heart that really did brake

now i have to go in for more therapy
i cant even go to school
i am no longer happy

the worst part about it is
i don't even know why
or what i did
all i know is he hates me now
and i feel so stupid

this heartbreak hurts a ton
it feels like I'm walking in the dark
but this time there next to me stands no one

i just walk alone
heart left in the dirt
knowing he is gone
crying and trying to cope with this hurt

what am i to do
to prove i gave my heart
i gave it all
i do love you

.....i sit and cry
all night and day
feeling so stupid
as i let my heart remains rot and decay