This is depression

For what light do u see,
the emptyness inside of me the family is saying that it would never happen,
but it happened it happend right here.
a walk throught the hall ways a cold stare or two..walking in public makes me feel blue
a stare ice cold the words you say are like knifes that perice through my skin going deeper and deeper untill completely in...
so i cut my rists to hide the pain how do i go through everyday living in fear..
this is not right for someone so young to tast the evail that flows within this is depression through and though wishing you were dead with nothing better to doo.