The blade i love

The blade,
Seepts thru my skin
Piercing me
Feeling the xtc
Of what pain I love
The blood starts to run
Never going in too deep
Just to relieve my self
The blade
Leaves me numb
Tempting
To stab too far
The blood is hitting the floor
Screaming for more
I am not emo
Nor do I have a terrible life
Just going thru too much
All way too fast
I try to be happy
And fake a smile
So he don�t see that he let me down
Pain
I need to get some more
My screams are getting more intense
The blade is getting deeper
I make myself throw up at time
I am very self conscious
I am scared to be me
The blade,
I drop
I know I should stop
But its really tempting
To just end the life
That I hate so much�.
The blade
is what i love so much..