Pain

Losing you was a death sentence I never thought that we would ever end...... crying every night makes the pain even harder for me to understand the reason why we ever broke apart this way all the memories that come back in my head sometimes I wish I was dead because I really loved you from beginning to the end I can't imagine another chick saying you her man I might just go crazy hearing those simple words over and over again the pain that I feel I don't want to leave my room it will be hard for me to fall in love again because I can't imagine being with another man even if I think about you I just cry over and over again until something else pop in my head I hate to feel this way because I was blind to even see the truth until I saw it for myself I knew that I had to leave you and to think about it you never even said you was sorry or even cared to whip my tears away you never thought to pick up the phone and try to glue back my heart I don't want to wait on another man to do your part sometimes it's hard to tell if your a boy or a man I can't keep up because what ever you told me builds up in lies that's stuck in my head how could I have let you put me through so much pain I guess love blind me from what I didn't want to see because I thought that you was that perfect man no matter what I will always care for you but if this is pain that you put me through there is nothing left for me and you