Happy For A Split Second.

It seems as though I can't let my feelings out.
Locked inside are the hidden screams and shouts.
My hearts been open for you too many times before.
I need to let go of everything cause of you,once more.

Don't say you love me if your about to walk away.
I took in everything, every harsh word you used to say.
Believing I had a small amount of hope inside of me.
You may be gone though your thoughts wont let me be.

Sitting there smirking like it was a game of some sort.
One lie turned into another,Your life was so very short.
Running into the kitchen I pulled out a lustrous blade...
I realised for one second I was happy,My sadness did fade.

That very short moment of my life I can not forget..
Gripping the knife onto your skin this I don't regret.
I was happy for a split second,I got to see you in pain.
Dug deep within the earth is were your body will remain.