Unknown Direction

I'm stuck in the middle for long years;

And I'm out of turns at a crossroads,

With no right direction for me;

I dont know which way to turn,

Only where Ive been,

Its just like I'm sat staring;

Stuck in one place,

Thinking for the right direction;

I am so lost and broken, but...

Suddenly, after a very long years;

Some doors open for me,

To find a new opportunities,

But I'm confused!

Which doors should I open?

Here I am again,

I wanted to go a certain way;

I don't need to be this way!

Some friends give an advice,

But they'd not so sure;

If they are right!

Everyday I felt I am getting further,

And my life seems no right direction;

Now, I'm crying out loud!

Yearning for the right direction,

A cold wind blows from my ear;

Telling me some words but unclear!

Is it the right direction? Or;

Its just an interruption?

But why I'm still unknown?

Though, I have too many choices,

But I don't want to make mistakes;

And I am afraid it could happen.

** i really don't know if this is good*** well thanks for appreciating!