Even though he's gone he still loves me

He said hed call me around 8:30
just to me waiting up for him
i never thought this would ever happen to me
but i got the phone call but not from him
it was his best friend
saying i gotta tell you something
you might wana sit down
there was an accident and he was there
and im soory to tell you but
hes gone
i remember how i felt when i herd those words how many nights i cried myself to sleep
not knowing that shouldve told him how i felt and that i would rewind that day back if i could
the day of funeral we stood there weeping
and holding my hands so tight
i never emagined feeling like this
but that day i did (2x)
i went back home and went to our school and sat at our favorite place a relized this
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that i never shouldve let him go
how lonely its gunna be now
to never have him to hold onto anymore
to never see his face again
and cry every night becase and over the words and over the words i never said to him

and it kills me to know hes gone
never coming back to me but knowing hes also with god
i wanted the best fro us and the best for him
and now im living this life without him
i wanted my future my life to be with him
and that got taken away with a simple call
telling me hes dead hes never coming back
but he loved you so much and u should know that
i know that now