Solitude Is My Destructor

I sit alone in the
Darkness of my room,
With tears leaking
Down my face.

Isolated by my
Every pain and fear,
I hide from
Everything and everyone.

As i rush a sharpened
Razor blade across
My veins,
I hiss in pain.

The tears in my eyes
Flood my vision,
I try not to
Wake the others.

I sit the dripping
Blade aside,
Not daring to
Cut any deeper.

I mop up my
Bloody mess and
Bandage my wrists,
No one must know.

I pass out,
Blackness surrounds me,
With nothing but thoughts
Rushing through my head.

I wake up after
What seems like
Days only to find
My veins pulsing.

I stagger over to
The mirror and
Look at my pale,
Life-less complexion.

I realise now what
I've done to myself,
But i can't stop...
Somebody save me!