My final goodbye

I dream of you
I see your sweet face
Before the day that you where erased
I smile at night
Thinking your there
But to awake and see know one there
I feel lost at night
When know ones around
With out you my life goes tumbling down
I do not know why you left
Maybe god thought it would be best
I do not know why he picked you that night
But one think I know is that you can put up a hell of a fight
Why is it now that you stopped fighting?
The water is tough but you stopped fighting...why Jeremy cant you see, is it not clear enough that you cant see...
I love you, you stupid boy. Why can't you just let me be?