Seek & destroy

The dark one has a powerful hold on me. most who know me can see that i am not exactly dripping with love and affection. so i take a big step back. all that i believe tells me that this is the only way to prevent an ongoing episode! i refuse to be like the senseless love- fiends. running and chasing after one another like moronic breeders. so scared that the other will touch another, lie, and neglect to infect the other with each and every thought they have. this will never be. i WILL NOT allow these stupid relationship rituals to consume the person that i have become. quite content with myself, i will remain calm, and in my own place. if one chooses to seek me out. they will certainly smell my burning soul.........